My mom used to get on my case about not being under 100 pounds.
And last week, this guy from the Marines came in to basically say stuff to the senior band members about music stuff in the Marines.
And he showed me this chart that said if I were to join, I couldn’t be below 104 pounds.
Okay. Mother. Marines. The most, like, badass force of people you could ever join.
A turn on -
That thing when hands are [consensually
Chrome is telling me that’s not a word] feeling my body.
A turn on -
Being a first priority.
Like. Choosing me over so-and-so.
Or telling someone you can’t hang out because you plan to or already are hanging out with me.
I don’t know if this just never crosses people’s minds, but yes, if you do this, yes, we can hold hands and make out and everything.
A turn on -
Like. Just. Yes.
A turn off -
All about my first love -
I don’t really think I fall in love with people. I think I fall in love with the amount of attention and time they give me. Or I just have obsessive… infatuations.
I don’t think I’ve ever fallen in love with anyone, nor have I really loved anyone. I’m sorry, I know falling in love and loving someone are two completely different things.
Like, my mom was in the hospital in the beginning of the summer, and my friends kept asking: “What if she dies?”
All I could think was that I’d have nobody to drive me anywhere, or nobody to pay for my stuff, or that I had to get a job (which requires me to go talk to people, which I’m… really awkward about, I guess).
She was in the hospital and I went to help sing in choir instead of visiting her. I just really… didn’t care.
Sometimes I worry that I’m not capable of emotions, but I know I can be happy and sad and worried and anxious and angry, and I know when I love art and singing and creating things.
I just don’t think I’ve ever really loved a person. I don’t even know if I even really love myself, either.
So I wanna say that my first love was drawing. I loved that I could lose myself in this.
I just put my hair into a ponytail, but I look like I have a bob and I think it’s really cute! :3
One fear of mine -
I’m really afraid of being just like my mother. The idea of being this narrow-minded, extremely fickle… terror makes me almost not want to have kids.
I don’t want to raise my kids to follow gender norms, or to think that everything they do has to do with money, or that they have to be these perfect little robots that follow my every order.
And I’m certainly never going to hurt my kids emotionally or physically.
I’m not sure if all my screwed up issues are due to the morals and ideals with which my mother raised me, but I definitely know that I hate crying because of her. Any time I cried, she’d either lock me in the bathroom or the basement or outside until I stopped crying. I was raised to believe that crying is something I should never do because it was wrong.
And now if I ever cry, I just want to punch myself because I think it’s stupid and it makes me weak and I know that’s not true.
And if I ever see someone else cry, I have this urge to yell at them and hurt them physically, but I know I shouldn’t do that. I know that crying is normal, and that it’s something people do all the time, and it definitely doesn’t make the person weak.
I just… feel so brainwashed into thinking that.
And it sucks and I never want anyone else to feel this way.
A turn on.
Something or someone I'm jealous of.
What I look for in a friend.
One memory I have of you.
A dream date.
Top three insecurities.
Three things I'm proud of.
Three things you can do to make me automatically like you.
A turn off.
Something I've always wanted to tell you.
A dirty little secret.
A happy memory.
One fear of mine.
All about my first love.
My favorite outfit.
Current biggest obsession.
One pet peeve.
Your best feature.
shows friends something that i think is funny
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